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Posted by: i_got_the_urge Original: 10/21/2005 11:36 PM Views: 9 Comments: 4 eProps: 8 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Friday, October 21, 2005

i hate this feeling... feeling like buckets of water are pouring down my face, but really they're just tears. i didn't want anyone to really know how i felt today and i guess i was good at hiding it, and some of the time i focused on other things, but honestly i actually felt like giving up. i'm scared... about everything. i just don't feel secure with anything in my life right now... and i sound so stupid talking about this, but i don't care i just need to get it out of my head. what is wrong with me? i'm having an emotional breakdown. i want a hug, i wanna feel loved, i know i am but i just wanna be reassured and i know how arrogant that seems, but i need to hear it. everyone needs to hear it sometime.

amber

Posted 10/21/2005 11:36 PM - 9 Views - 8 eProps - 4 comments

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Amber Renee Young you know I love you sooooo much. And you know that I can tell when something is wrong and when you're lying :( I really wish there was something I could do... I haven't really figured out how to deal with those moments for myself except to not give up. Never give up... You're like the cutest most wonderful person I know and I hate to see you sad! You have nooooo idea how much joy you've brought into my life and how special and important you are to me... well you are at the competition right now- twirl pretty and SHINE!!

Posted 10/22/2005 12:50 PM by crayons_and_ducktape - reply

amber i love you and i agree with everything mallory just said! your amazing and so funny and sweet, you bring so much joy to everyone. your like one of the only people that im ALWAYS happy to be around. please dont be sad!!

Posted 10/22/2005 5:57 PM by Anonymous - reply

hey wassup i'm sorry that you weren't feelin to grand a month ago... yeah i'm kinda behind everyone and everything like that. i've felt like that a number of times before and a few times recently and it always helped me to just think about how many people are out there that cherish me and love me and how much i have a right to live and do not deserve to die. it's always hepled me out. well anyhow i've gotta go now. watching episode three of star wars!! woohoo!! lol.

Posted 11/23/2005 12:21 AM by Anonymous - reply

Wow...I was going over all my subcriptions, cause I've not done that in a while, and I came to yours...wow. How long has it been since we've talked? I know it's been over five months. That's sad. Like, seriously depressing. How 'bout we not do that anymore.
How are you going to be in Servants this year? I sure hope so. I may or may not see you there.